| Sometimes I feel like I get prematurely happy. I'm happy for the moment, and that should be enough. I want something prolonged. I don't know why. This gets in the way. |
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| *Graduation is 12 days away, and I still don't have invitations.
*I'm not afraid anymore. I'm beyond feeling afraid, upset, and crappy in general. Life is far too exciting.
*Two papers and five finals until I'm done.
*I've found what I'm buying myself as a congratulatory gift for graduation. I think it's beautiful, and that I may just be worthy of it.
*I need to find a grad school....I really flippin hate Texas...ugh.
*I'll think about this, but it'll be with happiness. I said I wanted a do-over. I'm starting to think maybe I did it right the first time around. I know, at least, I did it my own way.
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| I'm getting spoiled by all the beautiful weather.
Sometimes, when people try to tell me something, I get really defensive. I don't know why. I don't like it, especially if I know that it's true. In fact, I hate it. I also hate it that more than anything I want to contact the one of the people I shouldn't want to speak to... They have been on my mind.
Today I feel utterly perplexed at the world around me.
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| This weekend was pretty awesome. I finally got to see Death Cab! The show was beautiful. Seriously. Then there was getting lost on our way back from Tulsa and almost ending up in Kansas....That kind of sucked. The show killed the suck of getting lost.
A couple more weeks until graduation. Gah. I'm excited and afraid and anxious all at the same time. I'm not afraid of what comes next anymore. I found my own way to and through college, and I should do the same with the grad school route.
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| I feel other people's emotions like sandpaper on my tongue.
I am trying to paint the history of life and existence on the walls.
I wish to wear colored scarves and silk wrap-dresses.
I have coffee and strawberries for breakfast.
The days simply aren't long enough.
I feel a little too in your face.
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